Resume writing after a decade or so...
Hi there, long... long... time no see, I have abandoned this blog for around 3 months now since I just thought that it is not worth my time as long as no one ever read it. But then I think maybe in the future, there will. Or my future self will revisit and read these or even develop this into another blogsite. I don't have much interesting topics to write about since my life is mediocre, not as exciting as others. Sometimes, I also feel inadequate but then I reconcile and I accept it. Maybe you will regard me as a daydreamer but it is true that I always envision unrealistic scenarios, I rewind conversations in my mind and change my reactions, revisit all the scenes and alter the way I speak. (not as seriously as maladaptive daydreaming). I have seen quite a lot of videos on this practice and the psychological mechanism behind it. It is quite normal for introverts with richer inner world than outer worl...